Wednesday 23 February 2011

Pigeons

Most people in London have an intolerance towards pigeons. They cover a lot of our historical architecture with excrement and huddle together in groups on the streets. It probably doesn't help their image, that most urban pigeons are dirty and threadbare, missing toes and feet with the occasional bit of plastic bag tied round their foot (must be the equivalent of a ball and chain to them!) But I am one of the few people that don't actually mind them. I appreciate the fact that they were an invaluable tool of communication during the 1st and 2nd World Wars. Messenger pigeons were used regularly to carry urgent messages to allies, across dangerous enemy territory and a majority of them didn't survive the mission. The most famous and heroic messenger pigeons of that time were 'GI Joe' and 'Cher Ami'.

On one occasion, I was walking around Hyde Park and came across a strange, bearded guy wearing a turbon. His eyes were closed and his arms were outstretched in a meditative pose and he was holding two large muffins in both hands. Pigeons had settled all over his turbon, hands and arms. It was an odd thing to see, but what struck me in that moment, was the deepfound calm and respect this guy had for the birds. And in return the birds were acting in a very gentle and trusting manner with him.

On another occasion I was eating alfresco at a restaurant on a warm, Summer's day and pigeons had gathered round my table. People were throwing the odd bit of bread down to them and they were tussling with the bread, until it had landed in the road. A car came speeding down the road and hit one of the pigeons so hard mid-flight, that it's wing got ripped off. By some fete of miracle, the bird had got into the tree, but it's whole wing was left in the middle of the road, amongst a flurry of feathers. I felt so terrible that this poor bird was stuck up a tree to die slowly and painfully.



A Pigeon's Tale

The sun holds no warmth for me
And the coldness of my peers,
Penetrates my feathers more deeply
than the damp wind ever can.
People's feet kick me away,
A mark on their landscape.
And I wonder as I wander,
Further away from the comfort
of a known hardship,
Whether my load will lighten,
as I trace the embankment with my sorrow.
In the distance, a light;
Brighter than anything I have ever seen.
Majestic, wings of angels
Mesmerises and captures my attention.
I am held;
Pulled, trance-like towards a flock of swans.
Ceremonious and dignified in presence,
They glide as one, creating
graceful ripples in their wake.
Ignorant of my advances,
They refuse my request.
I travel to the lip of the bridge,
heavy in heart, and allow myself
to face the mercy of the wind.
To the final death.
Crashing through wind and water,
I fall into a flurry of blanched feathers.
My eyes blink open;
Cradled amidst a sea of white,
I am home amongst the majestic flight!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KsiUhc3xMS4

Lily Basnet

Monday 21 February 2011

Snowdrops

I like to think 
          That long ago
There fell to Earth
          Some flakes of snow


Which loved this cold,
           Grey world of ours
So much, they stayed
            As snowdrop flowers

(anon)

A friend and I went to the Physic Garden, London to do the snowdrop trail (I was secretly going for the home made cakes!), and I've been obsessing over snowdrops ever since. Now this is quite unusual for me as I'm not overly interested in flowers, but the shapes and types of the flower heads of the snowdrops were captivating. They are the first spring flowers to bloom and are a sign of hope, purity and endurance. After writing a couple of poems on the subject, I was astonished to find a plethora of poems by many different poets on snowdrops. My favourites were by Ted Hughes, Louise Gluck and William Wordsworth. I include part of Wordsworth's poem below...

To a Snowdrop

Lone flower, hemmed in with
snows and white as they
But hardier far, once more I see
thee bend
Thy forehead, as if fearful to
offend,
Like an unbidden guest. Though
day by day,
Storms, sallying from the
mountain-tops, waylay
The rising sun, and on the plains
descend;
Yet art thou welcome, welcome
as a friend
Whose zeal outruns his promise!


Snowdrops

Snowdrops;
A welcome guest after the
Winter's tenure.
White upon white.
Snowfall endeavouring, but failing
in their pursuit to mask the glory.
Solitary, petal heads facing
down, with an unassuming air,
Such curiosity with the ground.
Are they fearful of looking
directly upon the Spring sun?
Too bright for their blanched heads.
They stretch their graceful
necks with a bashful timidity;
That belies their inner strength
and fortitude.
A presentiment of hope and
endurance for all.


Snowdrops

Snowdrops bow their heads.
Solemn, wintry promises from
their green and white beds.
They stoop and curve their necks,
Listening for the hopes of Spring,
In dreams and whispers whilst
they slept.

Chandeliers and bells drooping
far down.
Solitary, white petal cups
nodding close to the ground.
Their shapes are playful,
In bloom early and bright.
Courageous, but humble
Despite being so slight.

In earnest they stretch, taste
the air and they cry,
Their freshness and contrast
captures the eye.
A symbol of times anew, that
have finally come.
A chance to rewrite stories that
have already begun.

At last Spring is here,
Yet no sign of the sun.
The Winter lost patience,
His reign now far gone.
So snowdrops I salute you,
And am blessed by your sight!
My soul is now hopeful,
Takes a breath, leaves a sigh.

Lily Basnet

Saturday 19 February 2011

Holes

Most people have dark spaces, deep inside them that they need to fill with distractions and addictive habits, drinking, smoking, shopping, eating (to name a few). But what would our lives be like without these coping mechanisms and how courageous would we be to seek our deepest, darkest truths?

Faut De Mieux

Travel, trouble, music, art,
A kiss, a frock, a rhyme,-
I never said they feed my heart,
But still they pass my time.

(Dorothy Parker)


Holes

I have big, gaping holes inside me.
Can anyone see them?
Holes that make me feel empty,
hollow and fearful.
I fill them quickly and they soon reappear,
before I have chance to enjoy
the fleeting, feeling of completeness.
They start in my stomache and
migrate to my heart.
Pushing through any barrier they encounter.
Covering the emptiness is a
sisyphean task.
A vigilent duty to my self.
A duty I perform, for fear of
losing myself altogether.


Lily Basnet

Wednesday 16 February 2011

Moments

After a rather long and tedious day, one moment lifted the whole day for me. Listening to 'Adele's' new song 'Someone Like You' from her current album was uplifting, emotional and stunning! I was swept away by her poignant lyrics. Her talent and beauty go hand in hand. Sometimes it is those surprising moments in your day where you are reminded of the love and creativity around you, that serve to make your day extraordinary.

The human shape is a ghost,
Made of distraction and pain,
Sometimes pure light, sometimes cruel.
Trying wildly to open,
This image tightly held within itself.

Rumi (translation)


Life's Moments

When all is said and done,
The moments of the kaleidoscopic
picture that make up life's mosaic,
Will be enough for me?
I am content with its purpose.
And can only hope,
That each moment was enough,
For my soul to be loved and embraced completely.
Feeling love for oneself is tantamount to that,
And when each moment is an expression of such love,
Then we are truly home,
Whether we are in the picture or not.


Lily Basnet

Tuesday 8 February 2011

Light

During a friend's wedding last year, the following quote by 'Marianne Williamson' (A Return to Love) was read out in the church. It was beautiful, inspiring and refreshing and resonated with me a long time after the ceremony.

'Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.'


The Light That We Are


Our light shines forth,
As a candle's flame within the sun.
So beautiful, pure and earnest,
But unable to experience itself
Surrounded by other, such brightness.
We seperated ourself from the sum;
And became the part.
Consequently, we forgot who we were,
And everyday is an opportunity
To remember, experience and know our self.
That beautiful, bright light from afar.
Contributing to the greatest love of all.
The love that we are all,
born into and out of.


Lily Basnet